i’ll settle for serenity

depression needs a place to go.
do i stuff it in this jar?
set it on a shelf?
hide it in my pocket?
maybe i should whisper it in the dark.
shout it at my husband?
cry about it to my pillow?
sleep it off?

or can i simply just talk it out? which is what i want to do.  supposing i need the proof. for a later date. for another time.
i can’t seem to focus on it now in order to untangle this messy knot i’ve got. so if i just set out the clues on a tangible piece of the universe. in a pretty little list. complete with a sidebar and a custom header….
maybe. just maybe. one of these days i will have the inspiration to work it all out?
to take a solid look without an obstructed view.
to make an educated guess.

to find something.

maybe myself.
maybe a wish.
maybe some peace.

i’ll settle for serenity. i don’t have to have an answer.
i just want to feel safe

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